Dewi new baby had made this end of this week a real busy. First i called Papa, he want to go to solo by him self, fortunately ibu haji doesn't want to stay the night at solo. she had to sell tempe at the market everyday, so papa had to go there on friday morning and going home at the same day in the evening. he persuade me to go there on friday too. so i had to go on friday afternoon and going home again in the evening. it can be real pain. cause i had to stay awake and drive the car from semarang to solo and return back to semarang in the same date. it's not to difficult for any driver, but for me....it's a real big serious jobs to do. What i really like from a journey is that i can enjoy the traveling , see the beautiful scenery along the road. and have a relax.
The next day i call yoyok to company me, will ask dessy wulan to go along with us, then i reallize....what can we see in the evening ? the baby must be sleeping, the parent will be quite busy to welcome us in the evening and we can not take a rest very well. it must be desaster ! So i cancelled it. i prefer to go on friday , stay for 2 days and go back again to semarang on sunday ! there come up a new problem. on sunday there will be a programme at papa house. so, we had to come and attend this. in the same time dessy wulan can not just absent from her work. she has been took an absent last week. so we did ! Me also can not just drop off this friday and go home earlier. so.... all of those plan just cancelled.
what anice plan. i had just confirmed it. teti is just agree without any complain.
Fortunately it's just confirmed.
Today i had an email from Max in italy, it's been so long never heard his news. then i remember abour Michel. i also had not sent any new to him for almost a year ! it must be a real long... i believe there are so much news that i would really like to know well. sometime our daily business and activities had put me into a real deep shit. i just doin this and doing that all over and over again. so continue activity that is able to make me quite lazy to do another things than what should i do today.
actually i want to get close to my friends in holland, i also miss mas sigit and his wife in switzerland. and the others. what can i say, it seemed like after so long i never try to contact them, i just lost them. so pity...! i just had a said : 1 new enemy is too much but 100 or 1000 friends is still not enough. so never stop to get a new friend than hate somebody as your new enemy.couple
nights ago i attend senity smart class. it had pak bayu, he gave us an important lesson about value - reputation and consistency - dreaming - and consciousness - dreaming ....etc so if you have something to sell you should add your value and try to maintain your reputation. people can be tricked once or twice....but you can not always kept your reallity for good, someday they will finally relieve their blindness and know the truth of you. you can not always fool them all the times, you can fool some people some time but you always fail to fool all people all the time ! it is okay we have our own dream and it is good to make your dream as high as the sky above. but you may not to get drunk with that. you should have to stay awake. and with all of your best consciousness , you have to build the value and reputation by consistency ! without any doubt any one will have a respect on you. so you will gain alot of things from those repectfull judgement. there you go ! it is not hard to do but it is always not as easy as we thought. so be yourself and dont do anything wrong with it.in front of me , there is a someone who always take his phone to fight ! any yell..dirty words just thrown away from his mouth using the office phone. fortunately we use an internet phone so it wont be so much pulse to waste by this phone. it's so weird ! why should people get easily fight to their spouse ? it is nothing more but hurting yourselves ! once i had a real good fight with teti, it's not good. and i really do not want to do it again and again everyday. did he loose his nerve, did she lost her consciousness ? it might be true. cause it seemed like they can save their marriage. i think if you can not be able to save it just let it go. doesnt it hurt you ? what is actually the basic mind and idea before we got married ? what is actually had in your mind if you love somebody ? do you had an idea that you will loose it anyway before death tear you apart ? how do you handle the difficult situation if you can not just leave it behind you ?
what is actual idea of fighting ? what is actual idea of love ? how can you settle the love with fighting ? can we stop the fighting with your love ? i am just scare that it is also can be happened to me someday !what a hell !
anyway just peace and love your wife...love your kids....and your family !
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