Semalem tuh.......

Thursday. Kemis wage
23/03/2006
Yesterday we attended a senity smart class, what a surprise one of the attendance was a blind man ! his name is Suryandaru. He was not a blind man before, he had a Glaucoma - Eye Disease then he finally 100% blind just few years ago. We are sure it is not easy things to enjoy in this kind of difficult life. We have just look each other and discribed our feelings into millions of word ! 1st . it must be D.A.H.S.Y.A.T....! we can not stop to discuss about the most unforgetable experiences till dawn. you might have been remembered on how you raise so many complain everyday from the begining you felt you are not so lucky compare with someone infront of you, friends in your schools or offices , neighbours and others person at your families. When we are young or just a little student we always feel that we are not as lucky as any popular person in the school. we always kept jealous of someone else achievement, we always envied on someone else prestigious performance. Prestige was always be one thing to show on the top form. Meanwhile we are not feeling so lucky of everything that we had and we can achieve. When we are getting old, we never feel so lucky after all we can be so enjoy to have everything that we had now. We always felt so unlucky - so miserable on everyday that we can get and achieve. Though compare with someone else we might be luckier ! What the hell happened with us actually ? What if we dont have have anything that we dont have right now ? What if you dont have a car ? What if you dont have a motor bike ? what if you dont have a house ? what if you dont have any children ? what if you dont have a wife/housband ? what if you dont have any family ? what if you dont have friends ? What if you dont have jobs to do ? WHAT IF YOU ARE A DISABLE MAN / WOMAN ? what if you are a blind man/woman ? what if you are a cripple or crept ? you might never thought about it before ? so just enjoy it .... enjoy to think what if you are not so lucky that you are had now ?......
We had just kept in silent for a moment, loosing out our ideas , feeling so blank of all discription, and let the tears flown out of our eyes. So wonderful that we have had anything here right now.
So lucky we can achieve anything that we want it just till today
So rich that we feel we can be buy anything we want to
So free that we can do anything than we can do
So beautiful that we can see and watch the beauty of the world
So powerful that we step into any destination we can reach
So happy that we can breath and feel the fresh of the morning breeze
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Look, there was a blind man who just able to watch anything but dark !
He wont have any sad moment to cheers up cause right now he is already a blind man
He can not be a worker cause almost everybody can not have him as an employee
See, he is just trust on his stick and his hard feeling together with a little help from someone else to show him the way
Watch his spirit which is seemed like nothing else to complain cause it wont change anything he had now.
Then....
Just feel how beauty he is right now to have his own condition and undiscripable feeling to face the real life !
When we ask him are you afraid with the dark and everything infront of you ?
He was just smile...
Well my friend, maybe i just bump into something or just had a collide but there i can just say sorry i am blind i am not do it in purpose , then i just try it again and move just forward and feel what ever i had the feeling that i will and i had to find the way ! Someday somebody had fool at me and did it change anything ? no ! so ....just forget it , let it just be it , then i had to move forward and try to avoid the same fool at me ! i had trapped and find many wrong ways so what , i can just choose another and find the good and right way. ......Kalau aku jalan dan menemui kesulitan dan aku senantiasa diliputi kesulitan dijalan itu, aku akan berhenti sejenak dan bertanya pada diri ku sendiri dan kepada Tuhan YME, kalau aku merasa mendapat kan sebuah keputusan dan jalan itu aku coba lagi tetap mendapat kesulitan maka aku akan memutuskan untuk merubah jalan itu karena bisa jadi jalan ini tidak di ridloi buat aku. Kalau aku menemukan sebuah jalan lain yang lapang dan mudah bagiku berjalan maka aku akan merasa yakin bahwa ini adalah jalanku yang diridloi. Walau dikemudian hari aku mendapat kesulitan aku tidak menyerah untuk menemukan dan meneruskan jalanku, demikian seterusnya mengalir begitu saja aku ikuti. INSYAALLAH , selama ini aku tidak menemui jalan yang sangat sulit untuk aku jalani ! ALLAHHUAKBAR ! MASYAALLAH......
alangkah kecilnya kami dihadapan MU ya ALLAH....!
ampunilah kami yang tak tahu diri ini dan selalu tidak mau berterima kasih akan apa yang telah ENGKAU berikan.
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When the night fade and the morning breeze coming,
we will have to be happy and optimistic to face it.

Maturnuwun mas Suryandaru......

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